Oh well, it's chinese new year eve tmr. Time really flies. It's almost a year since i last went to visit Fairfield. Sadly, i've got to work from the eve to the 3rd day of CNY, so i can't really enjoy the holidays. However, life goes on, as it always does. Life's empty, as it always has been, but this time, it seems emptier than usual. Weird how empty can be emptier. That's not the point. I guess i've been much more lonelier than before. Weird how lonely can be lonelier. Never mind. Especially after the chicken pox that i had, things has really changed. Even my attitude towards life and my character and my life basically, it's all changed. Too bad, it didn't change for the better. I look forward to getting into poly this time. I need some directions and i think getting into poly is really gonna help. For this one year, i've really been really lost. Didn't really know what i was doing. Sometimes, i think i'm not mature enough to be out in this world. I think i'm still like a little boy. I guess i still am. Or maybe, i just don't wanna grow up. Maybe i know the harsh and cruel reality and i refuse to accept it, so i chose to remain a kid. Just maybe. Whatever it is, it's a new year coming up. I guess we just have to start afresh, be it as a kid still or as a grown up, for no matter what happens, one thing remains. Life goes on.

Hey! Guess what? I wrote a new song recently. And i got it recorded down into mp3 format. Think i can send it to you and then u post it on the 4B website? Erm... ya, that's basically it... take care~ And Happy Chinese New Year too!~

twinkle tots... yeah.. and so i thought of this site suddenly. neglected it for quite sometime, hope you didn't mind. btw, i knew i had to click the "post and publish", but i remebered the last time i wantted to do that was when there was some problems with the server... anyway... happy chinese new year... =) cheers!