Why do i miss you that much? My tears flow like a flood, unstoppable, Unbearable, Pain that peirces my heart. Do you hear me cry out? When the silence in your heart resound? Undeniable, Unforgettable What this love is all about. Maybe i'm not good enough, But sometimes, that's just not true. Perhaps we're just on the path, Where God's testing me and you. Are we standing firm despite challenges? Do we choose to climb above The raging sea and whirling water To keep this love, with Christ as our centre. Or do we choose to doubt ourselves And let our history bring us down? And never give love a chance to grow, But stay in our tears of sorrow to drown? I know it's tough and hard to fight, A battle that rages right in our minds. But remember, dear, that i'm with you, Together, with Christ, we'll see it through. Through joy and love, we'll grow together, Though there's hurt and pain, it's not forever. For Emmanuel, we know, God is with us, Was yesterday, is today Will still be tomorrow. (I don't know if i'm making sense. I'm just writing what i wanna write i guess....)

well dun be such a pessimist... tot you were a christian? look to him for strength.. =) but i think the most important thing you should realize is that you do not live for other people therefore you need not keep up with them... everyone's path is different because we choose to be different, even under the worst circumstances, our will decides.... so dun give up! jia you! you still have people like me concern abt you =) cheer up!