Monday, September 22, 2003
Tired. Tired. So damn tired. It's getting pretty tough really, having to work and to study at the same time. Splitting headache. It's killing me. All the projects, tutorials, deadlines to meet, work to do, places to go. I'm almost going crazy. And things seem to be moving so fast! I just finished one project presentation today. And i'm on to the next. The next is due in 12 days! And i have ANOTHER presentation to make TOMORROW! *faints*
What's worse? Well, my internet connection has been temporarily discontinued. Didn't pay. Couldn't pay. That's why i'm typing this in school. Pretty lame i think. I wish i could do this at home. Well, doesn't really matter eh?
Dad's found a job, good thing. But it seems like it's not really a big deal, in light of what i'm facing now. Really bad of me to think this way, pretty selfish, but that's just how i feel now. Tired, and no where to run to, no where to hide. Tired.
Anyway, Boon, just to let you know, i never did, and never will, block you from my msn so don't think otherwise. And i'm sorry i haven't contact you for such a long time. Thought you might need the time to study for your upcoming exams. Didn't wanna be a distraction to you. Well, there's gonna be a special event in Charis this sunday so i guess i'll just see you then. Probably we can meet up with Ting and we can make our way down together.
I think it's time to leave the school. Getting late and i'm getting tired. Don't wanna stay here too long anyway. Everyone's gone home. Those left are people i have no idea who they are. i think i'd rather go home and go blading in the park. Perhaps i'll feel better after that.... Sheesh... there's homework... nvm...
Love Always,
Han
-it's 3 AM... i must be lonely...-