today is friday! and guess what? i'm home! muahaha. it's a day off for me to compensate the lost incurred due to NDP parade rehersals. more offs coming up and i'm retruning to camp only on this coming monday evening. actually like that also not bad ya? have many offs in a row is better than weekends' less-than-24-hours offs. actually i was released thurs evening, went her place to stay. pei ta lor.. can enjoy aircon also. lolx. but quite sad ar.. both for that techie and me. he died so suddenly, and end up i have to make hearts for him with eyes half opened. still dunno what happened, but nevertheless i sympathise. life is this delicate, truly, it's a unique experience. sent her to work early this morning after having longtong *yummy*! dun get to eat these in camp. then i slept all the way once i came home. the IPPT cat (category) test on monday really cost me all my energy for the rest of the week. yao suan bei tong... *argh* never warm up and cool down properly. the good thing is that i can feel i'll be running below 10 for the next 2.4 run. *yay~* hmm.. the rest of the week was tank crew training. should say it's quite relaxed (for now!) and specially fun during the only day we went for the simulator doing encounter drills. so in each tank were 3 crews, commander, driver and myself. what we did was like playing computer game and to drill on what to do when we see enemy tanks and soldiers. shooting down targets means reacting fast, since we are still new, we were like swinging the gun everywhere. *lolx*. like i will turn the gun (turret) to the target but the driver will also turn to face it, then the whole gun moves completely away from the target. well... you must be there to see it and to laugh your stomach OUT! haha.. we also do things like shooting at HDB flats and driving into canals! lolx. my bunk is like chinese chess club. "training" is so intensive that one of the newbies actually become one of the strongest player now. i used to trash him. but he's unbeatable now. ridiculous! OH YAH! reminds me of harry potter! ha.. should watch, it's nice. i watched last week. oh.. talking about last week.. did i mention about the OTO foot massage machine? yah... mama bought it. very good i must say. and so it links to my ankle. after using the machine, i really think i have a displaced ankle now. i can't stand for long hours, and yes, parade rehersals are breaking me. but what to do... nothing. dunno if can claim compensation from SAF. heard some people managed to. $30,000 or so. i doubt i can.. haiz. err.. after all the reminders... where was i? kk.. i'm hungry now. hmm.. have to go clementi to buy stuff... i'll just stop here. will continue when have time. ta~

*sigh* - relieved and relaxed *sigh* - missing you *sigh* - tired. there's a blue moon today. just this once, i book out before 12pm, 1145 to be exact. reach home 1205, 20min walk from ayer rajar camp brings me home sweet home. haha. so happy. but then.... pian pian she not free... haiz.. really sooooooooo difficult to spend quiality time together. anyway, i just happen so that everything seemed to be planned and just nice because me and kenneth (army friend) decided to start a web business (details confidential) and to start it today. it so happen that i have time to do it... hmm... that's why i dun feel bored. even if i do, i think i can still play saturn. hehe. but, i still miss u. k... haven touch flash, photoshop and php for a long long time. and this whole afternoon i was struggling to recall my skills back. i'm also really outdated in terms of the IT market. found out many new things about the internet today, ie. photoshop 8. like today, sergeant was asking about laptops, if it's in the past, i would have lots to say. but now... what can i say. haha... dun even have chance to get close to them, so end up i cannot give any advice to him too. =( oh.. just yesterday i think... recieved a client's email wanting to make website. too bad i'm in camp!! argh!! it's a big project, but i cannot do anything! qi si ren le. remember last time how i immerse myself in work so much that, maybe... maybe... i neglected her... dun want to commit the same mistake. yet, i believe in pursuing my passion, strengthening my skills, bringing in some cash and building up my future is the long term benefit for our well being nonetheless... if only someone can agree with me. nothing much to blog also... cos whole day only do the site, cannot tok abt army things cos classfied... hmm.. that's all... see you again blog. *eats supper*