Monday, January 31, 2005
^$^ so.. i happens to be another sway yesterday again - I LOST MY WALLET!!!! haiz.. ^$^
left my bloggie alone for the past few weeks. cos... was busy. see i only blog if i'm super bored. many people ask me do/try many interesting stuff which i so did.
hmm let me think think.. k.. first was the aphong.com then had some restructuring in gamehaqs.com.. oh btw... someone offered $10,000 to buy GameHaqs dunno why he want la, but i declined. hopefully it's worth more than that in the long run. what else, then i also tried to program the Vagabond Project which is, for those who dunno, is a console game programmed in C++. version 1x was completed eons ago. made several optimizations and now, version 2x has colour! the colour implementation made used of several DirectX concepts as well. so it was a well done project. actually the game has no plot, just a demo of game programming concepts. then i had idea for a blog add-on which i shan't tell u first, cos les keep cold-watering me saying it wont work =( so sad... but i shall try it anyway, since something as dumb as birthday reminder also can succeed. then i went on to do bot programming, again, bot is short for robot and usually referring to a virtual online one. bots are in fact programs that do things automatically when given a set of instructions (abit of paradox here, but nvm). it was becos there was a sudden surge of interest in MMORPG displyed by my camp mates and they started to talk about bots which they can download or more, imagine to use with the game. so i felt i should learn how to make a bot... so far.. i'm 30% there i think. then on-going i have jotted down business models and product ideas and expanding my concepts hopefully to realize them one day. these are what i'm going to continue if nothing urgent is coming like another IT job for me. there's 2 in this month, but...
^$^ everything was peaceful... suddenly kenneth sms-ed a bad news: gamehaqs.com out of bandwidth. *sian* immediately. cos already adjust till so high. not enough to spare le. so i think think.. got no computer to use. suddenly i tot of lan shop! but... haiz.. ^$^
1) Ms XXX tried to contact me. following my obselete namecard, she went realizecreations.com and realize that's not my site (of cos la... kena ripped long ago). she also called me on my old handphone number.. sobz. so she couldn't find me! anyway since it was an urgent project, she got somebody else to do it. i only saw her number on new year day... haiz. so sad. she say sorry to me... so? National Service's fault.
2) les father managed to intro me to a restaurant boss... hopefully he agrees to let me do it. =/
so.. still in WFFI (wait for futher instructions) mode.
got an unexpected vistor that day forgot if it was on birthday... came all the way to my doorstep but din knock on the door...wah haiz.. missed the opportunity to see her - peiru. so disappointed! kinda of missed the crap we used to talk about. everyone's big now. first digit of the age also changed liao... dunno how my friends are doing now.. thanks peiru for the present =) eventhough... i think i wont get to use it yet.
i think i'm influential, either that or people start to grow up and start to think differently. what do you think? haha... maybe in a negative way lah.. kenneth and i start gamehaqs.com then edmond started storming brain for a cash cow, robin quietly and secretly started a business with his friends, but asked me for advice so obvious to suggest his empire. followed by sc revealing plans to start a fun site... this is just a list of people from camp who look serious about it (i din mention M.Y. and jeremy.. haha.. they are fun people), and it's getting exciting. be it or not, to tell the truth, i really WANT to be an influencial person. that has always been my dream. and i want to use this aura to help people. i may seem like i'm toking cock at times, but my words have hidden meanings behind - it's whether people catch it or not - and immediately, i can tell much about that person.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
it's going to be 2030 soon! few months back i would have reached camp already and ready to fall in for RO. so fast the years past and here i am another one year and 3 months to survive through... i know, i'll be there and we'll meet at the end. please wait for me...
k.. i'm going to type very fast cos i'm leaving anytime soon, uncle coming to fetch me so if i got typo error, please do not fault me, i'll correct it when i come back again.
this whole day dedicated to the making of ahphong.com the infamous bus service site. it's like 30% done. also designed the name card, logos and the company's new year greeting card. that's quite alot le isn't it? all these and i haven got time to continue my VAGABOND PROJECT. Vagabond is another console game i trying write to explore even more programming grammer and vocab. now i'm into the writing the map editor.
haiz.. maybe you think i'm insane. but have i mentioned that game programming is the highest level of programming? i heven even started 3D GAME PROGRAMMING. it's my dream to know alot about computers to that next time i can do something great with it. it's also going to be a lot relevant to my future studies in NUS EEE. so... i'm not doin git just for fun, it's for my future, and my future has got you, you, you and you in it.. you know who you are... =)
very sad... LEE HWA broke into pieces. $400++ *piang*. but i din feel an ache. haha... i was happy that you feel the ache instead. it shows that you cared. =) nvm, i'll get that fixed when i come back again.
had an overview of what we going to do this year. it's another hectic year again - contrary to what we all expected. it's:
upgrading course > prep for India > India > prep for ATEC 1 > ATEC 1 > prep for ATEC 2 > ATEC 2 > prep for NDP 05 > NDP 05
alot alot of OUTFIELD and weekend burns... sorry... i'm tied up again. will really miss people lots.
i think next sunday you better pei me lah... i feel so uneasy and distracted at times without you. haiz. but then i feel the same when you're around. ha.. cos i cannot do my things properly too. things which must be done.
mama was like keep asking if you coming.. i think she also not used to it. she ask me when les bday so that she can buy stuff for her.. i think mama like her too lah.. keep telling me she pretty.. but of cos also commented that she FAT la.. haha.. "fat still dare to wear to revealing!" haiyo! haha.. doesn't matter la.. it the person not the clothes that counts... yup yup. =)
friend grandpa went home with the lord. *one minute of silence* hope you ok
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it's very hard to leave bad memories behind... either you intentionally leave it on the table, or you're so busy that you FORGET to bring it with you to the future...
WAH!!!! donate $$ show got dou jiang you tiao now... haha... *happy* i think JJ's songs not bad lah... last time people still say he GAY! *shake head* btw, tell clarice JJ looks like chris.
$700 for a huai biao... thanks dear... really appreciate the effort. nothing can express that thankfulness of mine..
and.. peiru ar... thanks for you concern. i'm going there means nothing will happen. which means... I HAVE TO GO THRU THE 18 DAYS!!!! haiz... hope can come back halfway.. =/